My dad and I got into a huge fight tonight. Surprise, surprise. It was about something we have fought over a million times before involving my future, etc. The past is in the past, which I have said many time before. Anyways, after we had it out, everything was apparently "resolved." But resolved until when? Until the next time I come home, when we have the same exact fight? I am just so tired. I still feel the same way. Like I'm a disappointment and he will never be proud of me. Maybe I am unmotivated. I don't know.