Monday, March 25, 2013

I keep so much inside and I feel like it is honestly killing me. I am having a serious anxiety attack right now I am freaking out and trying so hard to control my feelings. I want to cry so hard so badly but can't let myself because I need to go to bed and wake up early tomorrow for an interview. I am all alone so lonely so sad so upset I HATE being alone and I can't do it. What am I gonna do next year and how am I gonna find a roommate?? How am I going to possibly deal with being away from my family and all of the people I love and know. Especially the people I love. I just feel so sad and lost and alone and scare and I have no idea what to do