Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Watching one tree hill can always make me feel better. A lot of people don't like Peyton Sawyer, but I really relate to her, going on even with everything she's lost. Not many people know what it's like to lose so much at such a young age and feel that bitter pain. Waking up everyday and being hit with a wall of emotions that you are trying to run away from but just have to face head on no matter how much it hurts.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Oh my lord. First day at work, I hardly did anything, but I am beyond tired. Don't know how I am going to last for 10 weeks. It kind of made me sad today because I feel like I am wishing my life away, just waiting until something is over. I seriously wish I could just get paid to go to school! I love being there and I love learning (yeah, I'm a nerd). I just honestly hope that one day I can find a job that I truly love doing. Because so far, I haven't had that feeling about anything. I think that's why I decided I want to work for a few years before going to grad school to become a counselor. Right now that's what I really want to do, but what if I change my mind? Bleh, enough thinking about the future for one night.