putting off my workout

I know once I get to the gym I will be happy, but for some reason, I don't feel like moving from my chair right now. Also, it is GORGEOUS today so I'm walking to the gym and that will be nice. I realize this whole idea is stupid and I should just run outside, but I'm trying to be really careful about not getting injured and running on cement always seems to set that off, so I'm sticking to the treadmill for the time being for my long run today. I was bad and didn't work out this weekend so I have to go harder today! I think I'm getting sick, but working out actually helps that sometimes. I'm just gonna try to lay low this week and next weekend, catch up on sleep, focus on school work, and be healthy, and hopefully I'll get over the illness quickly. Anyways, get outside today everyone; it's absolutely beautiful! My roommates and I are going on a walk tonight after dinner so that will be some good extra exercise.













Favorite movie ever.













Lana del Rey

Something is not right

Something is wrong with me. I've had 3 cups of coffee in the last 2 hours and I'm EXHAUSTED. How is this possible?! I should be completely wired and ready to write my french paper, but I'm not. At all. My friend says it's cause the coffee at our house is not real coffee, but what does that even mean. It must have at least SOME caffeine in it, right? I just feel like it is putting me straight to bed and I am going to have no time to write this paper tomorrow morning because I want to go to the gym before class. Seriously struggling right now.

Need chocolate nom nom nom

I just had such a major craving for chocolate and now I'm on a sugar high why did I do this to myself!? I'm gonna be up all night. And I hardly got any sleep last night because I had a terrible night mare and couldn't fall back asleep. It was about the thing my nightmares are always about which I don't want to say because they are really morbid. But this one was the worst one I have ever had, no exaggeration. It was so upsetting and it makes me scared that it is going to happen soon. So today has been kind of hard because I've been trying to get my mind off of it. I just feel like I can never escape some parts of my life and I hate that I have to be reminded of it in nightmares. This post is extremely vague, so onto new topics. Not much else is going on, but I have had so many meetings lately. It has been great though because it's definitely good for me to keep busy especially when I'm stressed out/worrying a lot. Anyways, time for pictures so I can get my mind off things.





I wish it was summer.

























Cutest people ever.