Saturday, January 16, 2010


i feel like i only write in this when i'm upset, but i just can't help it. i don't even want to say what happened because it is embarrassing but i am just SO upset. i don't think anyone knows that this is bothering me but i want to try to keep it together and not seem like i am dying inside. much worse things have happened in my life, and this is hardly the end of the world, but sometimes it's hard to handle disappointments.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010


sometimes i honestly hate my life. i was convinced for a while that i liked it, but not anymore. today i did not vacuum the house so my parents completely blew up at me. i'm sorry i didn't vacuum. i really didn't feel like it. i will do it tomorrow. why is it such a big deal???? but now everyone is mad at each other and it is awful. ahhhhhh