sooo...

It has definitely been a while since I wrote! things are crazy at school. i love it, but i honestly don't have a spare minute. there is kind of a lot of homework, and i am trying to do really well so i don't want to get behind on anything! i am also playing club field hockey, and i'm in a couple of clubs. i'm also applying to be on honor council! i'm really nervous because i really want to get on it, but i know that a lot of people are applying :/. my application is due on friday, so i need to work on it a lot today and tomorrow! anyways, i'm also doing a lot of stuff with friends, i love the people here and meeting new people! there are a ton of themed parties, and last weekend friday was party in the usa (which was SO fun to dress up for since i am basically obsessed with that song) and 90s, which no one really dressed up for, people just wore a lot of weird things!

so today i woke up at 6:45 to go to a breakfast for this club that i'm in, but my friend wasn't ready on time and then we couldn't find the room, so we ended up being too late to even go! so frustrating! but then we saw our other friend at d-hall and had breakfast with him, which was great! i hardly ever wake up in time for breakfast, but i have discovered that i really like it! and i actually had energy for econ today, which is good because i am usually falling asleep! i had a midterm on friday, and we got our grades back. i got a B, which i knew i would get, so i'm not too disappointed even though i am really trying to get an A in that class. oh well, i'll try harder for next time! today i have to meet with dean, which i'm a little nervous about...anyways sorry this has been a pretty boring post! but i'm going to try to write more since i've been slacking

college life

So i have not updated this in a while, and now will be the time!!! college is going well so far, some parts are confusing you know and it takes a while to get used to but most of the time it is so much fun. I have met some great people, you just have to go with the flow and everything will work out i think! Tomorrow is the second week of classes ughh, but they are not too bad except for econ, which is a ton of reading! But yeah, I will write more about school later when I can think of something more interesting to say about it! I miss everyone a lot and home, but I am not homesick anymore which is good! more later

idk...

what to do at all. I make bad decisions often, way too often, but I usually find a way to fix them or undo my mistakes. ughhhhh

Some people I will miss

First of all, this is my family. Even though we fight sometimes and don't always get along, I love them so much and appreciate everything they do for me. I will miss them like crazy

These are some of my best friends, I don't know what I would do without them!!!!

meri, molly, lauren, and shannon!

Also shelby!!

And taylor!!!

Ahhhh what would I do without these people in my life? They mean everything to me.

Lastly I will miss my dog Chloe! This was taken when she was a puppy. She is crazy but really sweet!!!

Ahhh

The day has come and I must say I am so so so sad. I am regretting not going to school closer, I can't believe I am leaving!!!! I am going to miss everyone so much, and I'm really nervous. I did not anticipate being sad or homesick at all but the past few days I cannot stop crying. I don't know what to do, but we are leaving in a few minutes so I will write more later. :((((((((

bittersweet

Let's just say on monday I had to say goodbye to two of my best friends in the world :( it was so hard and I cried when I got home. I'm leaving sunday!!!! I am excited and I know college will be fun but I hate the goodbyes and the fact that the people I am used to seeing everyday whenever I want, just hanging out and doing nothing, I will not see for months. I am kinda nervous for college but it comes and goes. Today is my last day of work, so crazy! Last weekend I went to Lollapalooza which was insane but so much fun. The weather was awful but it was still worth it seeing great people and listening to great music! Everything was good but my favorites were ben folds, the gaslight anthem, rise against, and vampire weekend! It was a good last weekend of summer. This week is literally flying by so far, I just hope everything ends up alright once I get there! In exactly one week from right now I will be at college going through orientation, it is just so surreal. To be honest, it hasn't even really hit me yet, I don't think it will until I get there! In the days ahead, there will be more sadness and goodbyes, but they will not be forever. I'll keep you updated!

whoops

I haven't written in SUCH a long time, i'm sorry. It is so easy to get busy with things and forget about other things. So this past weekend i went to michigan with my family! It was good and bad. It was good because michigan is beautiful and also i learned some things about my family and my obligations. I have not been taking full responsibility of things that I need to do and now I know that sometimes you have to make priorities and stick to them. The weather on friday was really nice and we went to the lake and pool and on a boat. Yesterday it was rainy which sucked but it ended up being nice in the late afternoon when we had to leave go figure! Anyways the reason it was bad was because we went last minute so i missed work and now i'm going to be in trouble :/ Ahhhh oh well. Tomorrow i think i am going downtown which will be fun! This week will be pretty chill. I think my mom is taking my sister to camp so it will just be my dad and me. I'll probably be working a lot though so i won't be home very much! Hopefully a good week ahead though, it is nearing the end of summer..