Today has been a terrible day. I got really bad news that I didn't get something I really wanted. I am just beyond disappointed. I feel like everything in my life just goes to crap. I know I am blowing things out of proportion, but why can't things ever go right for me? Ughhhh. I just feel so worthless, like everything I do is wrong. And I hate this feeling. I'm telling myself to just try harder, but sometimes life just sucks.