Ugh whenever I leave G I miss him so much it hurts. I really didn't think I would cry yesterday but I did. It's just the worst and sometimes I wonder why I do this to myself. It's insane how one person can control so much of your emotions and mean so much to your happiness. Everything is just better when I'm with him. Even though I was sick all weekend (stomach virus :/ ), I still had a great time because we just talked and cuddled and watched college basketball all weekend. Yeah, I would have had way more fun if I had been well, but it was still great. It's just so hard having to say goodbye every time I see him.