One thing I can't handle

is when people complain about their siblings. Or are mean to them. What I would give to have just one more day with my sister. I think about it all the time. What I would give up. For just an hour. Or to go back to when I was young and stupid and was mean to her and would make fun of her. Even though it was mostly out of love. And then we became best friends. And then she was taken away from me slowly piece by piece. I try not to think about this too much, but sometimes I can't help it. I have such a good life in so many ways. But I would give it all up just to have my best friend back.