I made a really bad mistake and it has had serious bad consequences on me. I just hate myself I feel so low right now. There is nothing to do to fix this I am so unhappy and I just want to cry all the time. How do I get out of feeling like this I hate when I have no control over my life all I want is some control and to take it back

Music Monday

As obsessed as I am with Taylor Swift's new CD RED (my favorites are:red, I knew you were trouble, all too well, 22, holy ground, and come back be here), but I'm also LOVING this throwback today. Of course Taylor has a song for every mood I'm in.

Awks

Everyone, this is so funny! Sorry this isn't a real post, but I just wanted to share it cause it made my day!
21 Most Awkward Situations

angel

I'm pretty unsure about the whole religion thing, but I think I may have been sent an angel. For the first time I know someone who actually truly cares about me and wants to listen and is probably one of the nicest most genuine people I've ever met. I feel stupid writing this because I haven't even known him for very long, but it feels so good to just have someone to talk to and listen to me. I hope I don't mess anything up

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why
Lana del Rey

Why can't any of the adults in my life actually act like adults? Why do I have to take care of everyone when I can hardly take care of myself?

Changin it up

Hi everyone! So I have realized my past few posts have been extremely depressing. My bad. My life doesn't totally suck 100% of the time, I think I just always blog when I'm emotional cause I don't know who to talk to about it. Anyways, here are some things I'm loving right now:
1. THE OLYMPICS!!!! Totally obsessed. I'm being antisocial these weeks because I need to watch as much as possible. My favorite event is the swimming by far (maybe because I used to swim competitively) but I also love the women's gymnastics. I totally had tears in my eyes during the awards ceremony tonight.

 Love Missy Franklin and the fact that she was wearing pearls at her awards ceremony:)

2. Only 9 more days left of work! I'm glad I'm working so much this summer because Lord knows I need to save money, but if you know me, you know how draining it's been on me. I'll be so happy to finally have freedom.
3. Francesca's (the store). So obsessed. They have the cutest stuff right now! Went there today and accidentally bought 3 tops, woops. But they are having a buy one get one 50% off sale, so that makes it a little better, right? That's just what I'll tell myself but for the most part, they are reasonably priced and good quality.


Hopefully another post to come soon as long as this work week's not too tough! Xoxox, Anne