"I believe in colors. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."

-Audrey Hepburn

try harder.

I miss you

Where are you? and I'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time

Wow

I cannot believe it's already May. So crazy. I only have 5 days left at school. It's such a bittersweet time. If only I didn't have so much studying to do.

Last day

Today was my last day of class. Sophomore year is over. It is so so weird. When I think of where I was last year at this time, it makes me so sad. So much has changed. But I guess some things have changed for the better. Sometimes you just have to stop asking what if? and accept things for what they are, both the good and the bad.

good and bad

The semester is ending. I'll be happy to be home....for about 5 hours. Then I will be bored. And my parents will start fighting. And my dad will yell at me. And my sister will be sick. And I'll have nothing to do, no escape. As much as I wish I was home sometimes, I also dread it. My friends will only be a car ride away, but it will seem far. I can't even run to escape things, since my foot still isn't healed. I am looking forward to going home, but also, not really.