Last night I started feeling so down on myself for some reason and doubting everything in my relationship and the future. I'm worried G and I are going to grow distant again because whenever I feel him being just a little distant, I pull away and then get mad. Sometimes even one off day can lead to weeks of off days and I'm just worried that's going to happen again. I hate that one person can make me feel so down. I know it's not fair for me to expect to be his priority when I'm not even there, but I think I just take things too seriously sometimes. I always feel like I put more into all of my relationships than I get out, but I don't know why that is.