upset

i feel like i only write in this when i'm upset, but i just can't help it. i don't even want to say what happened because it is embarrassing but i am just SO upset. i don't think anyone knows that this is bothering me but i want to try to keep it together and not seem like i am dying inside. much worse things have happened in my life, and this is hardly the end of the world, but sometimes it's hard to handle disappointments.