Happy may 19th yall

What I want for my birthday:

My parents not to fight

Julia's seizures to stop so she feels better

A new pair of sandals (because yes I can be a little materialistic)

But mostly the first two

Kenny Chesney you just did it again

I seriously wish this was my life.

I cannot handle being at home. I feel so guilty because all I can think about is being back at school. This is a terrible atmosphere and I am stressed out all the time.

Sometimes I can't get all the worries out of my head. No matter what I do I just keep worrying and it's like I want to turn my brain off but I can't. All I want to do is go to bed. It's 2am and I have to wake up tomorrow and get a lot of stuff done. But instead I'm watching It's Kind of a Funny Story hoping it will make me tired

Well this is about what my room looks like right now. I don't know how I'm ever going to unpack anything. And the unpacking so far has assured me that I do not need ANY more clothes for a very long time.

Call it a curse
Or just call me blessed
If you can't handle my worst, you ain't getting my best



New favorite song.