Wednesday, June 27, 2012
"Sometimes surviving's about all the living I can handle"- Peyton Sawyer
Watching one tree hill can always make me feel better. A lot of people don't like Peyton Sawyer, but I really relate to her, going on even with everything she's lost. Not many people know what it's like to lose so much at such a young age and feel that bitter pain. Waking up everyday and being hit with a wall of emotions that you are trying to run away from but just have to face head on no matter how much it hurts.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Exhaustion
Oh my lord. First day at work, I hardly did anything, but I am beyond tired. Don't know how I am going to last for 10 weeks. It kind of made me sad today because I feel like I am wishing my life away, just waiting until something is over. I seriously wish I could just get paid to go to school! I love being there and I love learning (yeah, I'm a nerd). I just honestly hope that one day I can find a job that I truly love doing. Because so far, I haven't had that feeling about anything. I think that's why I decided I want to work for a few years before going to grad school to become a counselor. Right now that's what I really want to do, but what if I change my mind? Bleh, enough thinking about the future for one night.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Junejunejune
Eeee I can't believe it's June already! Actually, I kind of can. May seemed to go by so slowly, probably because I was all alone at home and bored. Even though it's not very June-y weather, I kind of like the coolness after all of the hot weather we'd been having. Well who knows what this month will bring! Hopefully I'll be working a lot and learning from that and getting to the pool too.
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